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Another moment for you
A thousand lifetimes for me
You were the cure
Until you became the disease



I let you in like oxygen
Didn’t know you’d poison the air
You weren’t a person
You were a hit
And I needed you
Like I needed to breathe
Now I’m choking on the aftertaste
Of every lie you kissed into my skin

This isn’t love
It’s residue
I scrub my hands
But you’re still there
In every nerve
In every twitch
Like withdrawal
That never quits

I want you out
But you echo like heroin
I want you gone
But you're still crawling through my skin
My cells are screaming
For the thing that killed them
And I fucking hate
That I still feel you burn in my veins

STILL HATE
THAT I LOVE YOU!
GHOST IN MY VEINS
AND I STILL FUCKING CRAVE YOU!
GET OUT OF ME!
YOU’RE ROTTING ME ALIVE!
I'D BURN YOU OUT
IF I COULD BLEED ENOUGH!
STILL HATE
THAT I LOVE YOU!
HATE THE SICK
HATE THE NEED!
YOU WERE TOXIC AS HELL
AND STILL, I FUCKING BLEED!


This isn’t heartbreak
This is detox
This is shaking through the night
Sweating out a name
I never want to hear again
Your silence was the needle
Your love was the rot
And I’d rip you out cell by cell
If I could

I want you out
Like fire wants air
I want the sickness dead
But it still tastes like you
I’ve torn my throat
Just trying to scream you free
But the ghost in my veins
Won’t stop haunting me

You're not love
You're a sickness
You're not mine
You're what’s dying in me